A whole lotta nothing

This has to be to good to be true, I cant let myself look too deeply into this yet, life is full of supprises, is this going to be long lived, or will it be another short incounter, i want it to be more, but i can't push what I don't know, everything is going so smoothly, everyone is aginst me, up's & down's, lifes little supprises, for now i'll just be thankful of how it is, and secretly hope it can be more!

Finally Friday!!

It's finally friday though you couldnt tell by the way things are going around here today!!! Im *swamped* w/ stuff to do & the work Nazi just keeps piling it on w/ frivilous fill in work that she calls top priority.
How am I ever going to meet her deadline when she gives me 10million things that mean nothing to do!!
She is now asking me to clean the kitchen before I leave. I dont even eat here I bring my own soda to drink and this is what I get. When is the last time she did something. She is so lazy she doesn't even sign our paychecks anymore we just stamp them our selves!

it's always talk!!

I love how people hate it when they are the ones being talked about yet they are the first to run and talk about others! But still don't have the decency to admit what they were saying. Hell they can't even answer the phone to see why your are calling. It's funny the things you learn about people as the new wears off and the real shines through! They tell you everyone else is to blame but in the end you find it's them...the person you have been trusting to the fullest that's to blame. They are out stabbing you in the back every chance they get!

I think everyone just needs to take a look at their life before judging others. NO ONE is perfect! Even the people that try to portray a certain image have flaws & things they are trying to hide. No one is a real super mom or dad, no one is in a perfect marriage, no one is the best at anything! No matter what there is always going to be someone better, always someone judging always someone calling you names. It's not about what names they call you its about what you answer to!

If anything use that to your advantage to prove everyone wrong! Be a better person than they are making you out to be. Be the best that you are capable of and treat people the way you want to be treated. If you don't like them talking about you...STOP TALKING ABOUT THEM!

what feels right is always wrong

Why is it that what feels so good in life always has to be whats wrong?
Or when life seems to be going so good we all know something bad is going to bring it all crashing down!
So many things in my life feel like they are or could be so right but I know they are or have the potential to be so wrong! That falls into all aspects of life, friends, family, career, love, everything.
Friends: which ones can you honestly trust? You know what they say about everyone else & how they gosip, who's to say that they don't do that to you too. Who's to say that they aren't blabbing your secrets all over when you trusted them w/ calssified information. Why are the toxic relationships you have w/ friends the ones you can never let go of?!
Family: theres always something in everyones family that causes you to be torn & what is right just doesn't feel right & what feels right is probably wrong. Someone is going to end up hurt or you'll always come out as the bad guy w/ someone getting hurt.
Love: Im convienced that im never going to find real love. I think it's because 1. I haven't really been looking 2. the places I seek affection are those places where it feels so right buit in the end its so wrong, and we both know it. Im not saying that I want more out of all of these people but the ones that I could see myself w/ in years to come are the whole wright/wrong thing all over again!!
Im just sitting here thinking about my life as i normally do at this point in my pointless day and realized that most of my life has felt so right yet I knew it was so wrong or ended up learning it was so wrong!